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[Aug. 4th, 2004|09:46 pm] |
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| | A Perfect Circle- The Nurse | ] |
Haven't updated in a while so I thought I'd take the libery of doing that now.
My day started off with a bang in the court room because of my ticket for turning left on a red light when in fact I was in the intersection when it was yellow and then went shortly after it turning red. The DA and judge were both hardcore pricks who told me basically to plead guilty for something that I didn't do. When I told him that I want to plead not guilty he told me that i'd better go discuss it over with my parents and come back next week with my decision.
Now very disgruntled I drove home from the court room and tried to take a nap, I was far too wound up to do this so I just ended up playing counter-strike until anne got out of work and called me. We hung out during the middle of the day until about 4 when i brought her home and went to taco bell to hit up the new dollar menu PIMP NASTYLY.
WIth my stomach full I was finally able to get that nap I sought after all day. It was cut short by whitey in his work scubs asking me to go grocery shopping with him. I missed paintball to go spend an hour in P&C buying cold cuts. I got home when it was dark so there was no point in trying to go after. The rest of my night was extremely uneventful as I dwindled down in front of the computer for a few hours before going to sleep. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2004|07:06 pm] |
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| | The Postal Service- Nothing Better | ] |
I feel like shit today, and I am not quite sure why. It has been my subconscience belief that showing emotion is weakness and that holding it in and not expressing how I feel is a sign of strenght. Now and again these bottled up feelings explode and I'll feel like a cancerous growth on the ass of any given senior citizen. Today happenes to be one of those days. I felt totally lethargic all day and now that it is night, i feel even worse. I get very distructive like I want to go outside and start tearing the roof off my house for sport. All this bottled up anger tires me out very quickly so I end up just wollowing in a pool of self-pity all night. I think i'm going to go watch reality T.V. or do something along those lines of equal suckiness.
crapfully your's |
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| The Death of Shelby |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|01:28 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
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| | Her Space Holiday- Tech Romance | ] |
Today was a glamours day indeed. I woke up at around 8:30 because I had to drive to Groton NY for a physical for the united states military academy. This is my second attempt in doing this because the first time i went which was last wednsday they told me I needed a parent or guardian if I was under 18. This time I was prepaired. Parent in hand i drove back to that god forsaken doctor's office. They were giving me a piss test so on the way there I downed water like it was my job. I sat in the waiting room for roughly 45 minutes with my bladder about to explode before they called me in. Once in the room the doctor started pushing on my stomache and shit causing severe pain in the penal area. The finally let me take the piss test which was actually a relief. I passed the physical with flying colors and measured in at 6'5.5 225 lbs.
Nothing exciting happened again today until I had to go pick up my sister and her friend's house way out in the sticks. I told her to meet me by the road because I wasn't sure where her house was and I didn't feeling like driving around Amish land all day looking for it. As I come over the hill I see her walking down the middle of the road towards me. At this time I am going about 60mph. She though she would be cute and not move out of the way, but it was at this time that my brakes finally went after months of agony. I applied preasure to them but did not slow down. She dodged my car by inches, saving her own life and a lot of explaining by me. After this episode I had to drive back home 20 miles using only the hand brake and downshifting. Gotta go take the car to the garage now to get it looked at.
WUN |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|09:30 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
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| | The unicorns- the clap | ] |
Today I woke up around noon and headed to raido shack to get my phone replaced because the ringer stoped working and make static sounds all the time. When I came home it was straight to LaFayette for batting practice before the tourney game against penfield in Pen Yann. We got a nice ass raping from the umps which resulted in a lost and a ticket into the losers bracket. On the way home we hit up arbies. I discovered a previously unknown talent of my fathers. When we were in there there was some PUNK 14 yr old working and out of the blue he asked him if he was a boxer. It turns out he was and trains with my dad's best friend Tim Hill. When I asked him how he knew he just said he can just tell he was a boxer by the way he carried himself. This has inspired me to take up boxing, but then I realize that I am too pretty and would probably get shelled in the heavy weight division by 300lb full grown black men who have been boxing their whole lives.
After that excursion i picked up my car and returned anne's call. Spent the rest of the lovely night with her watching dirty dancing. I am extremely enthused about the can and bottle drive tommaro!!!!! And I hope that alf did not die during the operation seeing as I have not talked to him all day. |
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| the good in badness |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|05:43 pm] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
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| | sigur ros- svefn-g-englar | ] |
In today's society any 'bad' behavior is deemed anti-social, when all it is is human nature. Because of this, we are destined to bring each other nothing but pain and misery. Thus it is human nature to destroy. If something is to feel good, or seem easy to do, generally it is bad for you. On the other hand if something hurts and is extremele difficult it is almost always proven to be good for you. Human nature allows us to only bring each other misfortune. Because no matter how advanced we think we are, we revert to our adavistic desire to reproduce, which controls all of our actions. Goodness goes against every fiber of human existence!
some examples of things that are fun and enjoyable but are deemed bad.
-Sugar
-smoking
-sex
-killing
-drugs
-alcohol
examples of things that suck or feel bad but are considered good.
-Manual labor
-giving to the poor
-excersising
-Giving birth
I find it disturbing that it feels good to kill an animal or someone you don't like, but it hurts for a women to give birth. People are not meant to enjoy life.
With that said I really haven't posted in a long time so I'm going to give a brief summary of the past few weeks.
a lot of grad parties
drunk several times
spent a lot of time with anne
had a lot of baseball
a lot of sitting around my house
swimming
installed a cd burner in my comp so I am now addicted to soulseek.
alf and danny rekindled their relationships
saw napoleon dynamite twice *extremely good movie go see it*
physical and eye exam for military academy
c'est la vie |
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[Jul. 7th, 2004|07:31 pm] |
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| | Clikatat Ikatowi-Pleiadian Dance | ] |
9:30 comes like a call to arms. I sit in the waiting room of auto specialists while wait on a slow ass mechanic to change the tires on my car, milking me for the $45 hourly rate. Drove home on my brand new toyos. Went inside and called Anne. We went to geneva where i stoped at school to hand in tuition papers and inquiry about recommendation letters and working papers(need to find a damn job). We left there and went to wyatt's for some lunch then stopped by my grandparents house where i ate apple pie and laughed at my grandfathers senileness. After about an hour we left for my house and took a nap. We woke up to danny knocking on the door. He left and i brought Anne home. Came back to the cast meeting for the latest movie at dannys house which included most of the cast, we did a read through and got bitched at by blacky. Came home and did chest. |
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| Closing doors |
[Jul. 7th, 2004|07:14 pm] |
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Todays modern society sometimes things move at so fast a pace that sometimes we forget to close doors behind us. Its important to keep doors close espically those that lead to the outdoors because un-wanted animals and/or drafts may infiltrate the household. This results in a scapegoat usually a resident of the house being growded or punished because of the stupidity of house guests. Shutting the door should involve the motion of keeping one's hand on the doornob until the door is fully closed. It is especially annoying when special emphasis is placed on the door and the importance of closing it is reverberated to the point of complete and utter assurance on the part of the resedent that the house in secure from unclosed doors. A homes resent however may soon find out that his doors are open, his dog is on the couch and his father is in a drunken fury about the entire situation. |
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| My latest theory |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|01:04 am] |
I am very disturbed to have found out that Spongebob Squarepants is a gay icon in America. A European man has come to visit us in Waterloo. He is the one who has revealed this fact to me that that retarded guy who lives in a pineapple and sings and hangs out with a moody nextdoor neighbor is in fact a FAG.
The beer in TimLincoln13's yard in the cooler has pepsi in with it. this is only for those in AA, because that supply allows them to hide their addiction, and to appear that they are still part of the group (cuz its in the same cooler), so don't make recovering alcoholics fall off the wagon! if that supply were to ever run low, those recovering alcohlics would be ironically forced to drink beer to conceal their addiction to it! Pepsi needs to be available to them, so don't fuck with it!
The other thing I need to address is that the new boy from England is the real verson of Liquid Snake! He is the anti-alf, because the coolest guy in seneca falls (Bill Parker) is too 'cool' for alf: an epic faith journey, because he has busy days of losing weight and drinking alcohol and going to work simultaneously,and can't fit alf in anywhere. It will be awesome because we never even encounter people from out of the county on a normal basis, and waterloo will see Liquid Snake instead of french James Bond! What would YOU rather have? We need to have bill parker in episode 3: the phantoms return, because he could play darth vader as well as anakin skywalker. that would be so fucking awesome, but i still wouldn't see it.
fuck that! |
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| WAVE THEORY |
[Jun. 27th, 2004|02:21 pm] |
Me and Danny were sitting around and we have devised a Wave Theory
In life there are times when it appears that you are at the top of the world, with everything going your way, however the tide can soon turn with waves of suckage pummeling you for weeks and months.
For example: you can drive around for like a year and not crash but then in a week you can kill several animals, flip your car unluckily, or just overall suck at driving.
Example 2: At times you can have an orgy of girls in your basement at 2 o'clock in the morning, but after that you aren't allowed to have any more orgies. The well runs dry.
Furthermore The same seems to apply to alcohol. Some weeks it seems that there are 3 parties a weekend at which drunkeness occurs, but then I seem to hit a dry spell and go months without it.
and so we have it. everything comes in waves. People are are just drops in a big poinless ocean moving around in waves with no rhyme or reason. THe only thing controling us is the moon and luck. The world is ruled by chance, which I shall articulate on at a further time. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 27th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
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| | Hungover | ] |
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| | andYouWillKnow us by the trail of dead- mistakes and regrets | ] |
Last night was quite an adventure. Kimball and I got the leak of a horse party so we decided we would go check it out. Firstly kimball had to go to his new gf's house and stand awkwardly in front of my car as he debated whether he should kiss her or not. Once he decided that it was the thing to do it was quite humorous to watch him decided where to place his hands.
After that episode we traveled to da party... No one was there so we sat in his driveway and made some phone calls. Some DeSales girls called and asked me if I can get them some weed. I told them to come out here and i could get it, but little did I know that the whole area is DRY. We eventually did get weed, but that was after they left in a fury yelling profanity out the window.
We killed 3/4 a bottle of black velvet in under 10 minutes leaving us quite intoxicated. Dan and sean left to get weed leaving kimball, talbot, and I back at the ranch. When they got back they decided they needed a blunt so we drove to nice n' easy to get a phillie and some lipper. We got back to the party and that is when the shit hit the fan. THe liquor finally caught up with me and i began to spit some chunks. I don't really remember much else except going back inside, grabbing a pillow, and crashing on the floor.
Now today with a mad hangover i went to pizza hut buffet where i thought i was going to throw up again. We didn't have enough money to pay the bill so kimball called up his mom to come bail us out. We went our seperate ways and I returned back home to write this. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2004|05:24 pm] |
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| | irate | ] |
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| | cap'n jazz- little league | ] |
Woke up today after a hard night of boozing at the house of my good friend ballz. We decided to go to pizza hut for the buffet but for some fucked up reason the buffet is only on sundays during the weekend.
Went back to my house and went for a 2 mile run down the road to get good and hot for swimming=p. The water was freezing because of this gay ass weather we have been having recently so we didn't stay in very long.
When we got out ballz played City of Heroes on my computer while i slept on my bed for an hour. I woke up in a bored panic so we decided to go kayaking on the canal by the rec center. After doing that for an hour or so we came back home and ate some sandwiches.
"there ain't no sunshine when shes gone"
Girl's state can go to hell. I can't handle a week away from anne. Its killing me.
need to go find something to do
WUN |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 25th, 2004|11:23 am] |
Now that school is over I am beginning to realize summer doesn't deserve all the hype it gets. I need to get a job to fund my life expenses during these warm months, because being a professional son only gets you so far. My cell phone is finally back after being off for about a week due to the $511 bill we got from calling home several times from california. Anne is off to girls state today at brockport university so I'll probably be depressed for a week until she comes back. She left me a very heartwarming email this morning before she left.
Apple blend skoal just came out so I am very excited to get my hands on a puck of it. However i should probably think about starting to kick this habit of chewing tobacco. I'm considering going to see the blood brothers in toronto the 8th. With any luck alf and danny will be able to go also and my parents won't decide to suck and think of a bad reason why I should not go. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 3rd, 2004|04:25 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Broken Social Scene- Stars and Sons | ] |
First day i've decided to post in this thing since i registered some time ago. Today was your average day at the most best place in the world, DeSales Regional High School. Listened to teacher's bullshit all day, and got a little filming done on the newest release from South Side Studios "Pete: An Epic Faith Journey".
I think I am going to attend legion practice today and see how it goes although i have missed the first three practices and the coach was born with hate from me. But fuck him he is some lutheran asshole who defected to Waterloo New York from Missourri.
I think I need to start getting more sleep because I can't seem to stay awake all day. |
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